well???

my friends and i have been talking a lot lately, because there is something i feel that they don't quite understand.... i've tried to explain parts of what it is... but it's really difficult to tell someone with words what you feel... it always ends up like blah blah blah... and gets taken ways you don't mean it, and it's frustrating, because i want them to know what i mean... but their minds don't think the same way... i think emotionally with everything.... and they think very differently.... as long as it's fixed , it's okay.... but to me, it's not like that... motivation is very key to me.... and i find it difficult too explain it to them,the ways i feel... because it usually come out bass ackwards... it will all straighten out eventually, but i fear a lot of misunderstanding in the future... well what do you do... ( besides hurtling yourself off a cliff, or banging your head on a wall).... got any ideas.... later gators.. curly