have you ever wondered???

why some people die at birth, yet some live till a hundred and two.... some people are deaf, dumb, and blind; while others have perfect hair, teeth, and friends... why some people lose everything in a flood, while others still have the teddy bear from when they were three.... some go through gas chambers, while others are graduating.... some repeat grades while others graduate with honors.... why some people win everything, while others can seem to get a break... have you ever wondered why your life seems to be throwing you crap all the time??? well keep wondering, i can't give you your answers.... but i can tell you what i've found.... i've found when i am over tired, i tend to drop things(regularly)... when i am sad i tend to have a bad day,where things just tend to pile up.....when one friend dies there are usually a couple more coming.... your high school crush won't go out with you, but your exact opposite(go figure).... just when you expect things to happen in threes, like they say; they'll throw in a fourth just to piss you off.... the more i try to figure out why things happen, the more i thank God for humor( believe me ot comes in handy).... when Duke died i was probably the most sarcastic person you could see, but i made it through... when i failed grade 7, and had to face the humiliation of repeating a grade, humor was my best friend.... when i got teased in school about being fat or being gay, my backbone, and my sense of humor helped a lot.... when my best friend went through the most stretching ordeal of her life like usual i got wrapped up in it, but even when my humor failed me, my friends aaron, and susan were there to cheer us up..... no matter how many times i think i've got it, i know why things happen, i know what makes people tick, i know why i get left behind; then it happens the twister, and my so called theories on life get blown out the window.... then just then i think why am i worried about how things work, God's the maker, he's got it that's all that matters.... he's actually says where not meant to comprehend.... our puny little brains can't fathom evenn a speck of the information that he has created... so i don't know about you but i'm going to stick to my BIBLE.... all he wants me to know is in there, if he wanted us to know the other stuff he would have put it in there.... but hey we do know one thing.... here's a hint..... can you think of it....do you know.... GOD WINS..... heehee .... well that's enough of my wind... nigh night.... shannon