open up.... let the sunshine in

it felt so good today.... to finally open up.... it all started when scott was preaching, then when he started to pray the floodgates opened.... i felt so moved... so i saw susy and rose on the side of the stage, and went up there to cry and hug them.... then we all went on stage, and started dancing... it was so liberating to finally let God in, after the most awesome drum solo, we walked off, and scott embarced me in a huge bear hug, and we all hugged each other.... it felt so good to let down the defenses.... went home , and out to lunch( supposedly with scott, but he got held up)... anyway we webt over to his house after, and after a minute or two... he came and embraced susan and I in a big hug.... that's a big step for him, he has never been the one to start a hug, and it's really cool, when we went to leave, he said " i love you guys".... i think he's really come a long way... so proud man!!!!! love you shannon

p.s. i'm looking forward to seeing all of you at the all church thing tonight....rock on!!!!!